Is it wrong to like sleep deprivation?
This as has worn off and for some reason I want to stay up all night - weird.
It's either like...or want - one or the other.
In My Sleep Trailer
Marcus wakes up in the middle of a cemetery half naked and has no idea how he got there. Urgent questions pound inside his head. "Where was I last night? Who was I with?" Marcus suffers from parasomnia, a rare sleep disorder which causes him to do things in his sleep which he cannot remember the next day. His situation takes a horrifying turn when Marcus wakes up covered in blood with a knife at his side. Then, the wife of his best friend is found stabbed to death. Marcus is terrified to put together the pieces, could he have murdered her in his sleep to hide a dark secret between them? His journey to discover the truth ends in a shocking discovery.
Still Nothing From Lyrica
Still waiting for these to kick in but as of now (taking two a day) I've felt nothing. Getting kicked up to 150mg twice a day instead of the 75mg (twice) that I'm on at the moment at the start of the week.
As usual - you've guessed it - I'm wrecked again from hardly any sleep.
Sore Chest
Damn my chest is sore, it's like behind my heart is aching or something. Lack of sleep doesn't help but it shouldn't be causing this.
Wrecked
Feel so wrecked after less than an hour's sleep (insomnia really is here for a while) so I must get some rest tonight or I'll go past the sleep stage and bugger myself up for tomorrow.
Stayed Up
So I ended up staying up as it hit 6.30am, well not on purpose, it was just that I couldn't get any damn sleep at all. I actually feel alright for once - just hope the day goes slow but calm and relaxing.
Did I just see white static over there? That.was.weird.
Need to get sleep tonight!!!
Can’t Sleep
It's around the 5.30am mark and I'm not even tired or remotely interested in getting sleep (not in a bad way it's just I can't).
Sleep Dep. again for today...
Last Week
What a week...Insomnia leading to sleep deprivation, shadow people, freaking out when I was staying up to 7/8am - strange thing is I think it's gonna be another one of those weeks 
Hosp app. tomorrow so we'll see what happens and if they can help put me to sleep as that damn Thorazine doesn't do a damn thing (although I've only had up to 75mg in one dosage). Damn I'm yawning in work, this is just great.
Sleep Dep story
I didn't sleep very much (if at all) last night and the shadow people has started to appear but not 100% in front of me, just hiding behind my eyes or something...I'm not mad ok? Sleep Dep does this to you!
I could have swore there was a mother and child in today and as I looked up they were gone, well they were never there in the first place.
Also weird black oil type liquid sometimes appears in front of my eyes and slithers away - freaks me out when I'm just lying there and this bloody black thing appears.
Morphine anyone? lol.
Shadow People
Damn them,, always lurking at the side of my eye and vanishing when i look round. I can hardly bloody see really as I am extremely tired.
Oh and the definition of shadow people is as follows:
Shadow like "apparitions" that are seen slithering, sneaking or lurking in one's peripheral vision; typically due to sleep deprivation as result of amphetamine use.
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I don’t feel the sickness yet, but it’s in the post. That’s for sure. I’m in the junkie limbo at the moment. Too ill to sleep. Too tired to stay awake, but the sickness is on its way. Sweat, chills, nausea. Pain and craving. A need like nothing else I’ve ever known will soon take hold of me. It’s on its way.
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