Day easing slightly
I was wanting Stone Sour to make this a single but then I never bothered checking as it's an incredible song but they did and here it is:
Also found the recording of the song:
Bad News
This really had to fuck up my day didn't it? Turns out a dog we've been looking after is geting re-homed today and I only just found out, so about 2 minutes to say goodbye to him (which was very painful to say the least) and I'm just lost for words. My head aches, my body aches FUCK.
I'm not afraid to say I loved that dog Tyson, he was a Staffordshire Bull Terrier but still as tame as a puppy and quite young too. All the times we had in Andy's house playing and going on walks, talking pics of him, watching him growl at the weirdest of stuff just makes it that much harder. If I'm up to I'll put a pic up but mentally I'm trying to push everything to the back of my mind as I want to forgot those minutes this morning.
No Dream!
Wahey no weird dream(s) last night at all - probably cause I took the Mitraz way after 1am and not when I got into bed about 10pm or so.
Anyway, on with the day.
Piranha and Dream
Went and seen Piranha 3-D, I'd give it 5/10 - enough said.
Another dream last night, this one consisted of my fiancee, her sister, and me taking a bus that turned into a cinema but it was all massive and my head could barely reach the counter - no-one wanted to see this 'bee movie' and all I wanted was this £1 burger called 'The Sonic Burger'. This went one for a while as the bus drove off and we were trapped in this fuck off cinema. Weird. Next part was just Claire's younger sister coming into my room at night looking for her phone usb cable, then she left and turned out the night. All so confusing.
Piranha 3-D Tonight
Heading to see this tonight, hope it's good but mixed reviews suggest the otherwise. Just some nice gory action would be good.
Got my usual caffeine hit on tow and a McDonalds soon should push all this shit to the back of my mind and anxiety a bit lower.
Will be back to report on the film.
Dreamland
Another night, another dream.
So I was walking through this field with a girl who was carrying a scythe or something similar and we were supposed to be looking for her friend but she throws it down and we begin to run to this girl's house - once we got there it was all weird outside as they were yelling at each other and I look over her shoulder to see all these corn stalks (kinda like in the Children of The Corn films), the sky goes a darkish black and suddenly I wake up.
Strange. I may have to make a new category if these keep up every night lol.
Oh and if you're reading this Shark, my ISP messed up again and my house Internet is stuck behind that bloody walled garden like last time. I mailed and left a message but still blocked. Posting this from Claire's.
Basement Trailer
I watched this the other night but wasn't really impressed by it, some of the claustrophobic scenes are good but other than that it's an ok film. Here's the trailer for it:
Day nearly half gone
Where's today gone? Slipped away under the radar of phone calls and double-shot latte's no doubt.
Trying to get a film to play on this damn desktop I'm sitting at, it's called 'Chopper' if anyone is interested 
Now back to the book...
Dream are a-coming
Last night's one was really weird, and I mean really weird.
It started off with my anxiety getting the better of me and so I made an apointment to see the nurse - turns out she had some 'cure all' for anxiety which involved the use of a hypodermic needle (ahh), I could feel the dread coming over me so I never went but the next day I woke up (yes woke up in my dream) in my bed but outside our Cattery. I was a bit freaked out so jumped out of bed and landed in another dream.
This one involved my fiancee's youngest sister telling me that I had to straighten up and dress properly to impress my fiancee as she had a hard day. When I got to her house she hugged me and asked wjy I had put in so much effort as there was no need.
Where will this take me next I wonder?
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